Chapter 3:
Josh Taylor
I'm so done with that girl. She... what did she do? I guess I just needed her to like me. She claims she did. Would she lie to me? No, she wouldn't. Maybe over the summer I can fix things. I said really mean stuff about her though. She's reached out to me, but I've passed up the opportunity. Why did I do that? That was so dumb. She's right, too. I did come to my senses. I wonder what shes doing now.
How long can I keep this act up? I told everyone I like Caroline. I asked her out at a huge party, for Pete's sake! She'll never take me back. I destroyed Adeline's heart and I don't think she'll have the heart to take me back. Then again, I was mad at her and she did get on my nerves with all the texting. I guess I could try to forget about her and focus on Caroline. But I'll never be able to forget the five years of memories we share and I loved her. She's making me go crazy. I missed that feeling...
I'm just gonna text her. She's wanted me to txt her for a month now. She couldn't have found someone else already.
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To: Adeline
From: Josh
Hey, babe. I know I screwed up and you were right. I need you. I'm really sorry.
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To: Josh
From: Adeline
Omg! I'm so glad u texted me!!! I missed u! Jerk! Why didn't you text me or talk to me?
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I guess I really wanted u to like me...
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That wasn't a great way to deal with it... you kinda broke my heart. I cried a lot and you expect me to just say okay let's be friends after all u say is sorry!!!
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I know, I know. I'm soooooo sorry. Please forgive me... I just want to be friends again. I don't really kno what else to say...
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Okay. We can be friends. But I don't know if I can go out with you... Especially since you apparently like Caroline?
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No. I was trying to make you jealous. I don't even think she likes me.
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Yeah she doesn't. Right now your girl less because I was going to go out with you until u crushed my heart so....
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Yeah do you want to hangout tomorrow?
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Well, this is awkward... I have a date tomorrow....
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Seriously? You did find someone?
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Yup! Sorry. I hope we can be friends. I really missed you though.
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I'm sorry...
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Yeah well it's getting late... I'm going to bed.
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Good night. Sweet dreams.
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Remember... I always have room for more friends...and I always, always have room for you - especially you - in my heart... I really missed you... Good night.
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Holy crap! How did she do that? Is she lying to me? What's going on here? I'm gonna track "him" down and make sure the can't have her. She's been mine for five years and I can't let her slip away. She means too much to me. I'm so lost. I really shouldn't have left her like that! What was I thinking? I still love her.